Talk About Speaking Too Soon!
VLCD #21
Weight 5.8.08: 226.8
overnight gain (argh!) of .6lbs
Total loss this round 24lbs
I had a feeling I might jinx myself with yesterday's post of exuberance and hopes of finishing this round early. Ah well. I'm STILL expecting TOM, which is taking its ol' sweet time in arriving, yet showing all signs of being imminent, so perhaps this is a little water weight. I haven't done anything appreciably different, so I'll chalk it up to an ornery body. I did, however, give into a smidgen of temptation today while grocery shopping at Trader Joe's. They had some sort of seasoned steak at their samples table and it smelled absolutely heavenly. I am sure it had been cooked in oil and I'm sure I'll pay for it tomorrow, one mere bite! I do keep dreaming about pigging out on the worst sorts of foods: last night it was melted snickers, mars and three musketeers bars, and something involving melted marshmallow. How odd that everything was melted and soupy in the dream. I don't crave these things in my conscious hours, and the feeling of fear and doom that continues to accompany the dreams tells me my subconscious is just trying to warn me. Maybe the guilt I feel over botching Phase 3 is speaking to me as I sleep. I'm definitely getting the message.
Weight 5.8.08: 226.8
overnight gain (argh!) of .6lbs
Total loss this round 24lbs
I had a feeling I might jinx myself with yesterday's post of exuberance and hopes of finishing this round early. Ah well. I'm STILL expecting TOM, which is taking its ol' sweet time in arriving, yet showing all signs of being imminent, so perhaps this is a little water weight. I haven't done anything appreciably different, so I'll chalk it up to an ornery body. I did, however, give into a smidgen of temptation today while grocery shopping at Trader Joe's. They had some sort of seasoned steak at their samples table and it smelled absolutely heavenly. I am sure it had been cooked in oil and I'm sure I'll pay for it tomorrow, one mere bite! I do keep dreaming about pigging out on the worst sorts of foods: last night it was melted snickers, mars and three musketeers bars, and something involving melted marshmallow. How odd that everything was melted and soupy in the dream. I don't crave these things in my conscious hours, and the feeling of fear and doom that continues to accompany the dreams tells me my subconscious is just trying to warn me. Maybe the guilt I feel over botching Phase 3 is speaking to me as I sleep. I'm definitely getting the message.
posted by Helen at
8:17 PM
2 Comments:
Helen - You're doing so great! Way to go, Girl! I hope to do as well on my next round as you've done this time. You're an inspiration, my friend! I enjoy reading your posts.
I to enjoy reading your posts and that chocolate melt dream sounds so gooooood!
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